Jake Hall's ex Missé Beqiri likens his death to murder of her brother

Jake Hall's ex Missé Beqiri has said she thought she would never feel a pain like her brother's death again before the loss of the former TOWIE star.

Missé, who shared her daughter River with Jake, struggled with the loss of her brother Flamur, who was shot dead on his doorstep in front of his family.

Father-of-two Flamur Beqiri, who was known as Alex and died age 36, was murdered outside his home in Battersea, by a masked assassin on December 24, 2019.

Missé, 39, has said in a new interview that Flamur's death still feels fresh and now that is coupled with the sudden loss of her former partner Jake.

Speaking to Fabulous magazine, she said: 'Losing my brother, I had to learn to deal with grief. It was six years ago, but it still feels like a month ago. It was sudden, too. When I lost him I thought "I will never feel pain like this again", then losing Jake, it was like: "How's this happening to me again?"

'I had to be strong. There's been moments where I was like "I mentally cannot take another thing". And then I look at my kids and I think "yes you can, because they need you".

Jake Hall's ex Missé Beqiri has said she thought she would never feel a pain like her brother's death again before the loss of the former TOWIE star 

Missé, who shared her daughter River with Jake (pictured), struggled with the loss of her brother Flamur, who was shot dead on his doorstep in front of his family

Missé also touched on how she plans to move forward, saying: 'There has been so much darkness for me that I've got to look on the bright side. I need to be positive. I want to find purpose. I don't believe Jake would want me to sit at home. He'd say "get the f**k up." He always used to say that to me. He was a pusher'.

Missé recently paid a heartbreaking tribute to her late brother and father of her daughter on Father's Day earlier this month.

Jake died last month aged 35 after sustaining fatal injuries from smashing his head through a glass door at a villa in Santa Margalida, Mallorca.

In her sweet tribute to her tragic loved-ones, she shared a snap of the duo together alongside an impassioned caption about her gratitude and their laughs. 

She wrote: 'Two men, dads, sons, brothers. Today it's Father's Day and I'm honouring these two fathers, my brother Alex and Jake...

'I love you both and I know you're watching over us and the babies. Our hearts are broken and at the same time I laugh because that's all you guys ever did...

'Life is very short, and sometimes we forget to look around us and say thank you, so Thank you. If it's one thing you can do today is that I've learned that my family; children, friends and kids are everything...

'I am beyond grateful for them, for this community an each one of you who has thought of our family in this difficult times. So much respect. So much love and gratitude. Til we meet again'.

Elsewhere in the interview, Missé also said telling their daughter that he had died was the 'worst thing she's ever had to do'.

She added that receiving the call about his death was the 'worst phone call of her life'. 

Missé paid a heartbreaking tribute to her tragic late ex Jake Hall and her brother Alex Beqiri on Father's Day

Jake and Real Housewives Of Cheshire star Missé were previously engaged in May 2018, but later that year Jake was given a restraining order at Westminster Magistrates' Court following a shock row between the then-couple.

There were no details given as to what sparked the order, but Jake's barrister told the court no physical violence had taken place while adding that Jake agreed that a 'cooling off period' may be a good idea to 'keep the peace'.

Despite the unrest in their relationship, the couple later went on to happily co-parent. 

Jake shot to fame on TOWIE in 2015 as a friend of Vas J Morgan and the ex-boyfriend of Chloe Lewis. He was a regular on the reality TV series from series 14 to series 17.

Father's Day fell just over a week after Jake's 'unconventional' funeral. 

The unique event saw his family and friends gather at an immersive celebration of Jake's life and work, featuring a large-scale exhibition of his paintings, a tribute to his fashion career and performances from close friends and collaborators. 

Jake's family vowed to 'continue his mission' to display his passions for art and fashion, as they celebrated his life with the immersive exhibition.

Jake's family are launching The Choose Everything Foundation, in his memory, with all proceeds directed towards its formation and his daughter River.

Speaking on behalf of his family, Jake's brother Sonny, who performed a DJ set at the funeral, said: 'We wanted to give Jake a send-off that matched who he was – not a quiet room, not a conventional goodbye. He lived out loud...

Misse shares eight-year-old daughter River with the TOWIE star, who died last month aged 35

'He built things. He made people feel something. Last night was our way of saying: we saw you. We're proud of you. And we're not done yet...

'The art, the foundation, everything we're building in his name – that's the mission continuing. Choose everything.'

The memorial took place hours after Jake's friends and family came together to say their goodbyes at his funeral.

Many appeared to be in disbelief following Jake's shocking death aged just 35 after he ran through a glass door in a holiday villa he was renting on the Spanish island of Majorca – where Jake had lived with his family during his childhood.

Sonny's voice choked up with emotion as he spoke movingly of their lives together in a message he had pre-recorded.

He promised that he would help care for Jake's daughter River and told how his brother had done more in 35 years than most people would in several lifetimes.

Sonny tearfully concluded saying: 'I love you so much – I miss you s